Very bad week

ok so we all know JuJu has been sick well Wednesday I was sick and now todya i thought she was well enough to goto school but i guess not. the nurse called me saying JuJu isnt doing good she has her head down and doesnt have any energy to do anything. so i had to go get her from school. so thats my day and tomarrow we have our heart doctor appt. so this should be fun day. the boss isnt to happy with this im sure but seems like this week is out of my hands. well thats it for now Wuv ya

T-Shirt design complete

The t shirt design is complete. soon we will be making the t shirts and sending them out here is a look of what the design looks like.

What a weekend this is

JuJu is sick she hasn’t been this sick since before the surgry think it is cuz of the weather. ive been real lazy cuz i as getting up all night to check on juju. laundry and dishes need to be done. need to clean some. i figure ill put it off till tomarrow. well thats all for now ill keep you posted on juju or stop in our jtv lifecast to see us. luv yas

sitting here in the chatroom

hi just thought i’d post real fast. im sitting in our jtv chatroom talking wit Rose,rockelle and wawagirl who also will be going through heart surgry soon. God Bless her we all will keep her in our prayers. We are here for you. i’m on my 3rd red bull not tired hehehe ok well back to chat love you all ..

Trying to keep up

Today started out to be a good day at work but then went to hell. By friday I will be sso hurt it’s not gonna be funny. have to move allot of stuff take down pallet racking and put up stock shelving. Fun WoW. JuJu is getting sick had to reschedule her heart checkup. Found out her primary doctor is no longer so i have to call her insurance and switch doctors. I have to work shipping alone tomarrow. umm what else. i guess thats it. well back to jtv and taking care of juju. luv ya.

OK SO I’M LAZY

It’s been a long time since "I’m made a post. Allot of new people have come across us on JTV. I want to first thank everyone that have welcomed us back with warm hearts. To the new comers welcome. I want to give a shout out to all our new friends. We love you so much. also i want to say thank you very very very much for the donations. Soon I will be making our own JTV t shirts and will be sending them out as soon as I can. I am also trying to update the website as much as i can. There is allot of things I want to put up and share. also if you dont have our twitter please sign up and follow us it will keep you imformed of whats going on. Well i have friends waiting in JTV. Love you all god bless

Been a while

ok it’s been a while since I posted so here it goes. We got some snow last night not much. Our thanksgiving went well here are a few snap shots.

The guy in photo is a co worker as some know is Jason. he’s a vegetarian shows you how good me turkey was. lol

yes I burned the rolls. so allot of people told me about getting up to $1000.00 of your taxes back early from H&R block or through Jackson Hewitt and I’m thinking of trying it because the money for Christmas doesn’t look good and I know its hard to give money when you don’t have any so the Christmas chipin isn’t going as it did last year witch i can understand. so i just have to find time to go and see about it. Um other than that we are ok its kind of rough here but we can deal with it we always do. well have to get ready for work and get JuJu ready for school so hope to talk to you soon. love ya guys.

JuJu singing Ozzy She’s an Ozzy Baby

JuJu singing Ozzy

What is going on with me

ok so I’m finding my self checking myspace like every 5 minutes and checking my email for someone to contact me. I can’t stop thinking or wondering what’s going on. I haven’t gone crazy like this. I’ve been keeping my JTV lifecast going almost a day in a half now hoping. I’ve even cleaned my place like never before just incase someone should stop in. I’m finding myself day dreaming to the point it scares me. There is so much I could do but I’m afraid to and don’t want to push it. but how do I make things easier and help. There is so much to show and do but I find myself restrained and I don’t like it. Every time I see the pain I’m reminded of what I’ve been through. I know the true way that would change towards better. As I said though I am restrained. ok my mind is in overdrive and I can’t stop it… have a great day…

That Is All.

Is It possible?

For years I have not bothered with girls and only worked on juju and my life. After so long I have been thinking and thinking. And I’m afraid. It seems that when I thought I will be alone till I die something kicks me in the head to wakes me. Is it possible to feel and share and hold someone close to me again. Will I get hurt like always after time goes on because I Put them first and treat them like they never been treated before? Ok I’m Making no sense.. That is all